A Life-changing Confession

 

Chapter 1: A Life-changing Confession

Alex tried to hold back his tears as he sat on his mother’s bed; wearing her panties, her bra, filled with socks to simulate breasts her size; wearing her makeup, wearing her favorite yellow sundress, and her high-heeled sandals. With his fingernails and toenails painted yellow. To his front, sitting on the makeup vanity chair, was his mother, looking at him with concern.

 

“Alex…” Started his mother, Layla. “… Why are you crying, darling?”

 

Alex’s mind rushed back to every single time he dressed as his mother, acted like her, while he was home alone. Layla had to work a double shift to maintain her child after her husband, Hank, died.

 

Alex always wanted to be like his mother. He loved how nice she was, how she cared for everyone around her, especially him; she was hard-working, and relentless. He longed to be half the person she was when he became her age, so he started imitating her to every single detail, which led him to crossdressing as her.

 

“I’m not crying.” Said Alex, still having a hard time holding back his tears, looking away so Layla couldn’t see them.

 

“Alex, I’m your mother, I know you’re crying… And I… Don’t worry, I already knew about… This…”

 

Alex turned to her, surprised as to what he was hearing. “You knew?”

 

“Alex, you’re my son, I look after you, I clean your stuff, I care for you… Didn’t you expect me to notice my panties hidden in your drawers, or my dresses shuffled out of order in my closet? Or the way you imitate my moves?”

 

Alex just stayed silent; his mother continued.

 

“Is there anything you want to tell me?”

 

Alex hesitated for a few minutes, thinking about the repercussions of a possible confession, but he loved his mother, and he knew she loved him, so he told her.

 

“I want to be you…”

 

Layla gasped, but then giggled, she thought that was cute. “Darling, it’s so nice of you to tell me that, my son wants to be like me? I’m really flatte- “

 

“No, mom, you don’t understand.” He interrupted her. “I don’t wanna be like you, I… I wanna be you, I want to become you. It’s everything I’ve ever wanted.”

 

Layla was astounded, such a confession was a complete challenge to any mother! But it’s been a hard time for her and for Alex since Hank died, she loved her son, but she longed for a friend, a sister, someone who understood her to the very end, and it seemed that Alex wanted to fulfill that role.

 

“Alexander, I love you and want nothing but to see you happy and for you to live happy forever. Do you really think that becoming me would do that for you?”

 

Did she really say that? Not only had she not lost it, but she encouraged it! Perhaps, nothing was lost. “Yes, mom, becoming you will make me the happiest person in the world. Can it be done?”

 

She sighed, still challenged, but she was happy to finally see her son being enthusiastic about something. She couldn’t wait to fulfill such a profound dream for him. On the other hand, Alex was really happy, he couldn’t wait to be the woman he always wanted to be, his mother. He couldn’t wait to have her same body, to wear the same clothes, and to move like her, for the rest of his life.